Monday, November 17, 2008

sad / happy ? which 1 u belong to ..
there is smth inside my heart ..

i dun kne wad to sae abt it..

sometime it hurt when i started thinking abt it ..

i kept wondering .. how to do it and i can make it perfect for everything ..

but i dun kne ..

but everytime i did it, it seem to b like the wrong things...

hahas..

let make it this why ..

why does everytings has to put a ''fullstop'' infront of it ? why can u put a ',' .. it seem to b nice in some way ..

but some ways r never mean to be like tiz ..

where i sae i let him go that point of time ?

did i realli lettin him go ..

he is realli getting his happiness or dose it realli dun means ani things to him ..
people told mi tiz .. " when u realli like that people , let him/her be wad they
wan .. coz if him/her realli belong to u .. he/she will be wif u for life.."

till now i still thinking if we realli haf a chance to b tgt if not ..

i think i will b a none..

i dun wan to b in ani more aj place nor i will b in ani str8 place like arcade like he always do .. he like to play ddr..

i hope if i realli goes to arcade i hope that i will neber c him ..

coz i dun wan myself to b hurt ..

i wan him to b happy ..

so i also need to b happy ..

but ..
i cant ..
coz i cant realli let him go ..
i realli wan to stay wif him ..
i realli wan to stable wif him ..

i realli realli love him i dun mind if he is wif another guy but i will still b jelouse..

yesh ..

but that is him ..
i cant stop him ..
from doing ani thing he realli like ..
if i wan him to take note abt mi more ..
i dun kne wad to do ..

but i use a silly ways ..
i sae im going to meet another aj frenz which is woo-ing mi..
but ..
i stay @ home i din meet ani 1 coz i scare after i realli meet some1 he will b angry wif mi or smth ..

so i din meet up wif him or smth ..
c guess how silly i realli was ..
but sae the turth do i need to let him go ?
or can i sae it this ways..
can he realli be wif mi ?
can we realli last for long ?
even if we tgt back again do he haf ani feeling for mi ?
yesh.. ? no.. ? tell mi ..
wad can i do ?
who can help mi who ?
realli who ?
tell mi smth plz..
i dun kne wad to do now ..
i realli hurt myself
.. y
... y...
i dun wan to do tiz ani mroe ..
i feel like ..
just end it ..
but ..
it to hard for mi ..


POSTED dummtie aka prince
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Dummtie [wildkiss] 8:47 PM