Tuesday, November 18, 2008

1st day w/o HIM ..
haix.. i like the 1st day .. u kne he moment i wante dto msg a 'good morning bibi'
but it seem to b he is realli bz .. and also .. i knw how much i give in to him
he will also sae that he as no feeling for mi .. which i kne that time i realli hurt
him how i wish that time can turn back .. but after which i dun think can.. if can i
will wan to go back 2 yrs ago .. and start to date wif him again but .. now .. it
realli blank in mi .. i felt so moody .. cant eat .. ytd i when to play para para wof gf n sister ... i told them .. wad happen wif mi n him ..den gf was so angry ..
but i told her.. if he is realli mine he will b,if he realli haf feelin for mi.. ya
i will b vri happy .. but .. nope nth @ all .. he sae that the feeling is alread gone aways not like 2 yrs past if it 2 yrs past yes he can .. but now .. it like
no.. coz every thinks seem to change alot and also seem to b different and not the
same i felt so sad .. i cry ytd .. n tiz morning .. coz of him i kne we can b tgt
hope i hope we haf a good time so that i can realli rem.. but . nope .. haix .. aniw
i felt vri different rite now .. dun knw if im doin the rite tings.. wad i told gf n
sister was .. i wan to turn str8 .. i dun wan to b a AJ ani mroe .. which i cant ..
duel to smth stupid things i haf done .. if i kne this type of things will happen to
mi i will just quit.. but every tings came to b to late alread.. now nth can b
change alread .. i need to do wad i can do .. hahahs .. in a "AJ sin" everyting seem
to look nice but all .. will turn out to b like shiit .. i dun wan it to happen
to my best frenz .. now i realli dun wan to haf a r/s ani more i just wan to b alone
i will just wait for him to come back to mi .. i will kept all thing or i might just
throw it in the bin so i will not think of it ani more .. best is i could just MIA..
and dun wan to c him animore..

(last MSG from my blog) i will not BLOG again ^^

or i will not blog in tiz blog alread

i will blog smth new n nice ... but nt @ here

Posted Dimmtie aka Prince
Dummtie [wildkiss] 6:51 PM