Sunday, November 23, 2008

NO PPLZ READ MY BLOG <33
life always come wif different things around mi .. like my place .. it realli seem
to b like funny pplz .. wired pplz .. selfish ppls.. ermm.. still gt alot more la ..
but i just kne .. every1 just dun like aj .. >.< even in my place i try to act wif
them .. but they still find out im 1 haix. so .. i dun kne wad to sae .. coz people
always sae that aj is tiz aj is that y cant pplz look @ wad aj is doin .. y ppl like
to anit mi .. as a aj .. T_T in my place here i hardli talk to people .. i hardli
sae hi to ani 1.. the onli think i sae is morning sir .. morning mdm .. that all i
sae in my place .. ya sometime i realli feel down , and emo , but wad can i do ..
there is no 1 to talk to mi .. there is nth for mi to talk to .. how i hope my blog
is hidden .. and how i hope my bi will not even c tiz msg .. even if bi seem it . i
also dun kne wad he will do.. hahas ..

how i hope ..


realli hope ..


realli realli hope .. that my world can realli end up .. @ time i realli y do pplz
haf HIV+ .. or aids.. or heart act.. y none of them is on mi .. hahas ..

there is frenz that i realli can talk wif ? is there people i can realli tell them
how bad im in here ? or is there some other human i can respon wif .. but if there
is .. dun tell mi is my bibi .. coz i now realli seldom talk wif him .. alread .. i
think mayb is this blog here .. i can just type all i wan w/o ani1 notice abt it ..
and i can still be the 1 hu realli look happy like my life is full of joy.. w/o
hurt .. w/o anithink.. hahas.. which i dun kne .. when i can b like that .. but if
im outside i do look vri different .. coz when in my place i dun realli talk to pplz
around .. but i can just sms .. <33 GF .. she if the 1 that help mi in all ways ..
but how i hope .. i realli have no feeling @ all ..


even my family member.. like my mum .. my grand mum/dad.. sis ?

haix .. how i realli hope .. i was not born in this worlds .. i can never come .. it
make mi even more hurt .. more sad .. y do they hate mi so much .. wad did i do ..
that till they wan to hurt mi ... hurt my feeling .. take my thing my everything ..
sob .. no pplz will understand mi ..

frenz . stead . family . sister. bother . mother .father....


ani of them realli can give mi.. a feelin which i wld get hurt .. will not get
feeling down .. will not b up set .. will not b emo .. ..


i ones had a vri close frenz realli close until we meet up alomost everyday .. tiz
and that we can even talk all day long .. like im not happy wif tiz not happy wif
that .. i tell him .. he also will tell mi.. but for a vri long time ago i met his
buddy .. 2 buddy .. vri close wif him also .. end up just bcoz of a small things
realli a small things. ya .. we broke up tiz frenz ship .. like now i also dun dare
to talk to ani1 to my feelin alread i would just hide it .. but i was silly until
that my frenz sae he dun mind .. to b my frenz back again .. ya.. but i was so
happy .. again i tot we can just b as the same loving frenz tiz n that .. but end up
he change alot alot to mi but i dun kne wad.. i when to tell others of my other
frenz ..

they tell mi they r just using u .. u tiz n that ask mi now to mix wif them ani
more.. there is 1 moment .. i kept crying like now .. i just dun kne .. y .. i means
mayb they r 1st n realli close frenz .. erm ...

HATE EVERY1!!!!!!! HATE THIS WORLD !!!!!!! HATE MYSELF <333

POSTED FROM DUMMTIE AKA PRINCE
Dummtie [wildkiss] 5:59 PM